I Am a Brown Mexican American Female: Part II
I am a brown Mexican American Female.
I am full chested with a slender body and a confident smile that reaches up to my eyes.
I am all the things I ever wanted to be and at times all the things I wish I wasn’t.
I am full spirited, quiet, loud, childlike, adultlike, nervous at times, confident most times, and grateful.
I am guided by my ancestors: curanderas, farmers, entrepreneurs, cooks, and warriors…
I am guided by my culture: connected with passed loved ones, connected constantly with living loved ones, proud of my humble roots.
I am because I am not.
I am not because I am.
I am.
I…
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-Angela Christina Christy Ruiz